I Am Lois                                                     

 

   I was Lois Vogel born on Long Island, New York. I grew up in a town called Lindenhurst and graduated from that High School. I am now Lois Sharp and I have three children. I have two sisters, one older and one younger. I was extremely shy most of my life and I still have to say that I am not quite comfortable when I am around crowds. I always sensed from the time I was a child that there was good and evil going on around me. I was an A student who was well liked but still felt unloved. I felt the need to be perfect to be accepted and I strive for perfection. I still look to be perfect before the Lord but as we all know we do fall short at times. In my heart I do my best to please the Lord every day. I received the baptism of the Holy Spirit when I was a teenager and had no idea what had happened to me at that time. The true reality of God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit hit me in my early twenties and I have not been the same since then. A short time after I became aware of the presence and reality of God I had a vision one day of Jesus standing before me and I fell to my knees. He told me to stand up and spoke to me. He told me I was going to be ordained and I was. What the Lord called me to do with my life is quite the opposite of what I am comfortable with but my soul enjoys every minute of it. Never in my my life would I have ever thought that I would be a preacher of the Lord who speaks prophetically. I sing and play the organ and enjoy every song I sing unto the Lord. I have been with the Lord for many years now and I want to share why I do what I do. I have a burning in my heart to tell people about the Lord. I can not explain it if you do not feel the same way except I have to speak the truth of what I know. I know things from the Holy Spirit that help us to focus and learn so we can walk in His kingdom. I hate unrighteousness with a passion. Evil angers me and I can not stand by and just watch it without acting. I see the children of God being tormented and it hurts my soul. I see evil destroying the image of God every day and I can not stand by and watch this without intervening and trying to tell people that destruction will come for the unbelievers who choose to live their lives without God. God created us and we will stand before Him one day whether we want to or not. He controls the world even though evil has been around destroying it. God will have the last say in all this and I as a minister of the Lord have to warn the people. You see it is not even that I want to, I have to. My life is not my own and has not been for a long time now. I have been called by God to do what I do even if I am uncomfortable at times telling His truth to the world who really does not want to hear it. Warning the children of God and making them aware of their actions is what I do. We all have to follow Jesus if we want to get out of this messed up world as it is. I have suffered a lot because of my calling but to me there is nothing more important than my mission for God. I laid my life down years ago and just want to share His love with the world. He moves my soul when He has something to say and I have to be obedient and say what it is. It is not easy to speak words when you know most people think you are nuts. They thought Jesus was a nut too. Noah was mocked and laughed at and the prophets were killed for speaking the words of the Lord. God's word has to be told. If we do not want to hear them then we will suffer the consequences and that hurts my soul. I have to tell it like it is. It burns within my soul because I am called to tell people that Jesus is the way, the truth and the life and no man comes to the Father but by Him. I believe that with all of my heart and whether people hate me for what I say I will continue until Jesus comes back or I go home. This is who I am. I am one of the spokesman for the Lord as one of His ministers. I love Jesus with all that I am.  

 

I wrote another version of who I am and would like to add this because it explains a bit more of what I would like to say.

I am one person who lives on this huge vast planet, we call earth. I was born one cold winter day in January and from that moment in time I believe God called me to serve Him. I did not know back in the day when I was a young girl what God had in store for me and I guess it was for the best because I probably would have blown it for the Lord. It was not until I graduated high school that life showed me there was a God who existed and created me. My family was not religious but I had a grandmother who was in love with Jesus. There was not a day that went by that she did not share the love of God with me and my two sisters. We knew in our souls that God was real but you know life has its way of keeping us so busy we pass by all the treasures that God offers us every day as we pass them by. Those little moments we tend to take for granted and the loved ones we ignore until we lose them and feel remorse for our neglect to share life with them. I am writing this now at the age I am in hopes that who ever reads this will see what I see to be truth. I have had my share of sorrows for sure but haven't we all. I am not one who feels sorry for myself but I do wish this world would stop being so selfish and uncaring towards our fellow human beings. As a preacher of the word I take a lot of heat for it. I have been singled out as self centered and uncaring for others because I have followed what I believe to be God's leading for me in my life. Time to share love with family is vital and time to share love with God is even more vital in our existence. It is futile to think we can escape the wrath of God without Jesus as we have all fallen short of God's great Glory. God, who is He, and what roll do we all play in this world that seems so forsaken by love and truth. I for one hate injustice and strive to walk in the light of life. The light I am speaking of is Jesus who brought His light to us. This world as we all know it is not the world that God created for us to live in and it truly saddens His heart. The time is winding down for mankind and I pray diligently for souls to come into the light of truth in Jesus. Terror is reigning right now and it has already began to target God's children. What are we to do about it? I have to tell what I know to be truth so you may read and believe. My sole purpose is to tell those who will listen to what God is saying to mankind. Who is mankind? Created in the image and likeness of God were we created. The image and the likeness which means we are supposed to act like Him, God. I have seen miracles in my life and have come to the conclusion that it is not just some figment of our imagination to believe in God. It is absolute truth and I will stand on it whether evil kills me or not. I am but one person who speaks what she sees to be reality. I have always tried to tell the truth but have fallen short at times in trying to protect myself from others judgments. For the most part I have been honest to a fault at times. To me without honesty we have nothing to believe in. If we all go around telling lies then we for sure will never know what is truth. Jesus himself said that He was the way, the truth and the life and that no man could come to the Father but by Him. Either that was truth or that was a lie. The reason that is truth is because we as sinners can not enter into a Holy heaven without being cleaned up first. Clean up is accepting Jesus and His sacrifice for us and then following Him. He switched places with us so we could be accepted by a Holy God. That sounds to me like true love. I have looked for true love in my life since I was a child. I have always desired to find it and I am thankful to say that I found it two times in my life. I am talking about finding what they call your soul mate. If you find it once you are blessed because true love is really hard to find in this broken world we live in. People use the word love but when it comes down to it we run away from each other. Not too many people are willing to lay down their life for another. We have cliches that we say like WWJD. Do we really stop and say to ourselves in situations what would Jesus do? I really do. That is who I am as Lois. I have taken a stand in my life for justice and truth. Superman stood for truth, justice and the American way. The American way is no longer what we knew when we were children. There was some kind of honesty and trust years back before we kicked God out of things. Where is God in this world of today? Where is trust and honesty? I am not ashamed to say I am in love with Jesus. I am not bragging on it either. What I am saying is in my heart and I have this unexplainable love for my creator who I know loves me too. This world will never get better without the return of the one who created it. Jesus. We pushed Him away in the garden and we have been searching to find truth and love ever since. It is time my brothers and sisters for all of us to really love one another and reach out to our heavenly Father and acknowledge that He exists. Not only does He exist He has made the rules to follow for peace. I am Lois who is just one person crying out in the darkness for all to see the light that is shining from up above and from our very being when we accept the truth of a God who has not forsaken us but who wants to wrap His arms around us with truth. All I can say is what I have seen in my life has convinced me for sure that the bible is truth and we will see it play out in these end times. Either we walk into the Kingdom or we will be swept away by every doctrine of demons that are out there looking to deceive us. I have never boasted in myself but have always tried to give God the glory for every gift He has given me. If we were created by God then we owe Him at least the respect of acknowledging He is the giver of life and the one who has bestowed upon us every talent we have been given. That is not to say we can not put our own efforts into learning and achieving goals and becoming talented at things we have studied. Remember once again the mind which God created gives us the ability to retain knowledge to be used for the purpose of good. Evil chooses to use God given gifts for its own purpose. The devil himself was given his talents from God and back stabbed Him. I am acknowledging you God as my creator and I am telling the world that I love you and I am thanking you for all you have done for me. I know that I can never repay God for His mercy on me and His kindness to me. I will live the rest of my life trying to repay Jesus for saving my soul from eternal damnation in hell. I owe you , Jesus, my life. I pray those who read this will see you too for who you really are and will love you as much as you have loved us and still do. May the God of this universe grant us peace in these trying times and may we understand the why to life as we know it. God bless you! I am Lois, one person reaching out with a candle shining in the darkness. The candle is my soul which is connected to God through Jesus and the Holy Spirit.